I see a dreams about school every night since I'm fired. I see Directress, I feel danger, each time I feel like something unfair is going on but I can't do anything about it. I see my colleagues, silent and scared. After 5 days I still can't handle it.

I wake up every time with a sense like I can't let it go. It continues terror me even when I sleep.

BTW I have a lot of things to do but I procrastinate a lot. Started to smoke again after a month gap (I could blame the school and that conflict but though I know I started because I don't have a willpower).

Talked to Dove about all of our arguing and we decided to be more tolerant to each other. It's been 4 days since we are caring and gentle to each other. Yesterday we were at aqua park and spent almost the last money. So now we are poor as a church mice and sunburned. We did a march throw on a bikes, 7 km to the aqua park and 7 km riding home.

I hope London school will pay me for july I worked there and I hope Dove will get his money for animatic in the beggining of august. Otherway we will have to exchange our dollars. I don't want to spend save money and yet starving to death isn't good idea as well